I broke up with my girlfriend and it hurts so much. I didn't want to break up with her. She's been with me for three years. I have few friends or family. She's the only one that loved or cared about me. But she kept accusing me of cheating, kept demanding I not associate with any female she saw as a threat, deliberately abused or broke every car and phone I bought her without regard for all the work I did to provide those things for her, and then would say I didnt care about her. She always promised to change but never did. She was always angry or unhappy. She just seemed to hurt me all of the time. I needed to end the relationship. But now I feel empty and life seems aimless. I dont care about anything. I am completely alone. I feel numb. I dont know what to do or even why I am posting this here. I just need to say it. 27, Male, Please dont tell me "there will be others" I'm tired of people not valuing me and being selfish.... I dont want others, I just want one person who values and accepts me like I do them. Someone who doesnt try to make me a bad guy if I say no or use me if I'm nice. It just feels like everyone in this town is a bad person deep down, no matter how hard you try to work with them or how many chances you give. I just am losing faith in people as a whole and it is really depressing.
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