This sounds so much like someone I miss. The way the sentence structure runs, even to the description of what COULD be me. I felt, strange, reading it. as if it was me.
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However, I know the person whom which I believe the OP could possibly be, would never write or speak these words to me. She forgot me long ago. she did her absolute best to hurt me in every which way she could. And though I have held a candle for her ever since hoping that she'd come down from those disgusting chemicals she was putting in her body, and offer her a place back in our family, she still hasn't or wouldn't. And the candle finally flickered out. I don't if or how it could ever be relit. and she would definitely have to say she wanted it and prove she wanted to be here before that could happen.
Somewhere deep inside me hopes she does.
finds the courage and the will to get off those drugs.
and lay open her heart to heal and toi love.
somewhere deep inside me hopes she does.....
My advice, get the fuck off of Craiglist, and tell this person how you feel. You don't have to go full blown relationship status. but tell them what you are feeling. tell them you're trying to work on your life and not do drugs. and that you wish to keep them in your life if they are willing to wait a little while you work your steps. If they fell as you do, they'll wait, they'll support your. And if they don't then you're still in the same place. and there is no backstep.